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dilspace,live life one day at a time 2 January Snacks for the brainFirstly i would like to talk about the title of this blog entry. AS u would all know i have a habit of deviating from the norm, here meaning that i like to call things by names i make up instead their original terming so hence food for thought -> snacks for the brain.
Here's a random bet i would like to place on the first person to comment here: $50 on seeman, $50 on melway.
woa i havnt blogged for a long time i dont know exactly how long but long ok. just to warn there will be many random thohughts that flash by my mind so i will jot these all down as i am writing my blog but i guess that is wat a blog is anyway isnt it? so the first random thought will be about the typos. some i will be stuffed correcting many i wont so hence the reason for different word spellings compared to wat i use on msn if any.
Recently i have been thinking a lot about 'oneself'. People are always seeming to want to improve things about themselves, or rather, the superficial appearance that others r able to see. Hope u r catching on to wat i am saying. We r always wanting to improve our skills in certain areas of life, add impressive stuff to our cv, buy good clothes to improve our appearance, make up, hair product watever (not that im saying to go buy a heap of target gear to pick up girls with). But perhaps the real problem is our own mindset. By improving oneself will we improve our appearance to others. Actually u hear this kind of thing quite often (= stuff about mastering ur own mind), one example that comes to mind is in movies (especially martial arts ones). RT: movies actually teach us quite a lot of things our life, aside from giving good entertainment. but it is up to us to pick it up. RT again: hmm writing this reminds me of the days when i had to write english essays. I always had an idea for a paragraph but found it hard to elaborate on that idea and make it look impressive.
I suddenly thought, if someone asked me right now, "What is the purpose of life?" then i would reply "The purpose of life is up to you to discover. There is no correct answer; it is not a question that someone else can answer for you. Only in living through that journey will you discover the true purpose of your life."
Righto i will talk about NYE now. IT WAS THE CRAZIEST NYE EVER. The night before NYE i slept at 3am and woke up on NYE day at around 12pm. So after that i worked until 5:30am on the first day of 2007. Then we closed for 1 hr and opened again at 6:30am. During this whole time i didnt sleep. I took a 2 hr nap at 10am-12pm then slept the next morning at 2:30am. Haha crazy?
So anyway it was massively packed in the milk bar in the early morning of the 1st of 2007. from around 12:30am - 5:00am ppl were like coming in endlessly. It was FKD. That morning we sold like 50+ meat pies and nearly as many sausage rolls and some pasties too. Oh plus 1.5 bags worth of steamed dim sims (so basically alot i dont know how many exactly). Anyway ppl kept coming in and we were actually running out of WARM food. my dad had to get fridged stuff and chuck it in the microwave to heat up. Some ppl asked for pies and sausage rolls and wat we gave was like half cold in the centre wahaha. Oh yeah most of the ppl that came in were drunk i forgot to mention (haha sentence structure is reversed). continueing on ots of the stuff in the ovens were shitty cold and after microwaving some of the pies were like soft-cock felt like shiet but ppl didnt care cos they were so hungry. there was this group of girls who came in and after buying stuff one was taking photos of me while i was serving others noobies and i was like doot? then she and friends left and she said thank you and i was yea like no worries (HAH). +Forgot to mention, earlier (like 10pm) some girl came in and was like i have no money can i plz have a free packet of gum: ["NOUCH CANT DO THAT BIARTCH"] "Sorry we can't do that." She was pretty naggy so after around a minute the other guy went to ask my dad and we ended up giving her a free packet of gum T_T". But it wasnt too bad at least she wasnt a fatyy pudge and she wasnt bad ;D.
Oh yeah i was telling a couple of ppl on msn about this line imaginary convo i thought up:
me :"i get to look at half-naked beautiful women every day"
random: "oh, what do u do?"
me: "i work at the counter of a milk bar"
random: " T_T;; "
So anyway, i will conclude this blog with a (hopefully) enlightening thought: Have confidence in yourself. Others will see that as a great beacon and have confidence in you too. 30 June Homo.Yesterday evening James and Willcox came to my house to watch The Classic. I DIDNT FIND IT SAD OMG. wat a waste of a movie. i guess it was becos the 2 niggers were sitting there + we chatted and laughed throughout the movie, thus ruining the 'feel' of everything. and maybe also cos i watched it before but not properly (julies place last time). but oh well. 11 June FUTURE WIFE(S)just blogged to put these photos. :E <- this is the first time i have used that face. but i think its appropriate for this situation. i like the two in the middle. 9 June hahaTODAY i got bored and searched ppls names in google. Here's wat i found:
1. tjong convo
2. rodric AND my name even thought i searched "rodric lach" - fag. the result was jacky's blog as u can see in the pic
3. dilboi - some street named AFTER me in some random country. and some result with dilboi AND the name yumiko in it. it also happens that i know someone called yumiko. its probably just coincidence. also jengas blog was a result
i also searched some more ppl but those were just random gay sites with no connection to anyone i know.
a convo between tjong and a nigger
(nah) says:
21 May christianswhy are ppl christian i have always wondered. how can they be converted. i myself have never felt the desire to become christian or turn to god in the past few years since my inner mind has matured. though i must admit that during my childhood my unlearnt self did feel the need to turn to some divine being for help in troubled times. that would of course be god. but since high school i guess i have not done so nor felt the need to do so. my destiny is in my own hands after all and praying to somebody who might not well be there won't make life any better in a tight situation. basically, when my mind was 'noob' when i was young, i did have need to turn to 'god' and did feel 'good' after (which was a self-generated mental sensation anyway). but now, i dont do that anymore as i have explained i see no point. so thus it is that i still struggle to understand why people can become christian, if not for the reason prescribed above. I mean, isnt it all about holding on to hope for life? why else would u need a 'being' there to look after u. if ur all perfectly happy living good lives with no troubles and being able to handle it all urself then u wouldnt reali need god. funny thing...im meeting some christian guy on thursday and hes gona talk about some christian things T_T. it all happened last monday (6 days ago). he came up to me and asked to do a survey about god, then asked if i would like to come to his session. he said there would be a small group of guys. he did seem very nice and sincere so i thought ill just come for a bit to be polite. at the end i thought that i was probably the first guy he recruited since he just wrote straight down into his diary the time i asked if he was able and that became our destined meeting time. so i will be meeting this thursday. after a while when i was goin home i regretted my decision. but the next day i thought it woulnd tbe such a bad thing. i could just take it as a meeting with a new friend and a chance to socialise with somebody not well known. but anyway he does seem very nice and likeable so i guess it wont be wasted to go along on thursday. i wont be backing out now anyway since i said i would and i will not go against my word. i believe backing out of an arrangement just because i dont feel like it is not within my moral scope. unless that is its some faggot who forced me to go and i had not much choice but to oblige. but he wasnt that person and i made the deicision myself. so back to the question about christians. wat is everybody's view?
another thing i recently started doing after quitting dota: actually consciously thinking during a conversation. i find that my memory capacity and mental power increases by like double? when im actually using my brain. to be honest, im like a vegetable when i dont think (ie. use my brain consciously) - which is a lot of the time. eg. stoned xD.
yes another thought. they always say everybody is created equally. that is definitely not true. no matter how ppl may wish to debate that. u know ur wrong. it is not true. |
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